I was talking to your dad the other day and we can not even believe that it’s been 1 ½-yrs since you called Heaven your home! It sounds cliché but in some ways it seems impossible that its been that long and at others it seems like a whole lifetime ago that I held you and seen your beautiful smile and heard your amazing contagious laugh!!! I can’t believe my life has been turned inside out and upside down this last year! It’s NOT fair…you went way too soon!!!! In this time I am still not sure where my life is going and what I’m suppose to do with it. I think about all the things I’m doing and can’t help but feel guilty for doing them because I know our life would have such a differnt course if you were here.
I keep thinking about your birthday next month. We had such big plans for the BIG 10!! I am so torn on how to celebrate your birthday this year! I have a few ideas but not sure which way is the most appropriate. And none of them seem right without you physically here!! I am so extremely blessed to have you as a daughter!! I know I’m a little bias but I don’t think that there is a more wonderful, smart, beautiful, and intelligent daughter out there! J I love you more than life itself and hope I show that to you each and every day! I’m sending you, tonight and always, a million bear hugs and a trillion Angel kisses!
Sweet dreams my sweet pea!!! I LOVE YOU!